I find myself staring into nothingness wishing you were here
Looking for answers to questions in my mind, answers that I fear
Like where are you now? What you doing? And who’s holding you?
Is there someone new? Does she love you the way I do?
And then in spite, I turn my head and wipe the tears away
For I don’t know why you do this, why can’t I …
lately you’ve been cold
uncaring and unreachable
you promised to me
this love of ours won’t change
but why has it come to this?
it feels like you’ve left
you left without goodbye
you left me without telling why
am I still in your heart?
I just want you to know
my love for you hasn’t changed
will my troubled heart
be left waiting
for your promises?
what should …
I feel like a fool uncertain of what I should tell you, and what I should feel
Should I love you because you say you love me? Because you say you’re real?
But words are just words and only comes from the mind and mouth
How can I be certain if distance hinders us from finding out?
I have so many questions, about you, your life and all
Why do …
Everything’s been said and done and I’m still here
I’m here dazed and confused with what’s going on in this world…
you can’t see the dreams I’ve made for you,
Oh and I can’t imagine a life without you..
Are you still there my love?
I can no longer see you, could no longer grasp you..
Is there a way to get to you?
coz I can’t imagine life when …
I am not the girl you think I am.
I am an actress living my life as if I was on stage… I portray the character of a bitch, a radical, an extremist, an anarchist, an agnostic, an antagonist… A person without a heart, without a soul… A person who is sick of routine, sick of conformity, sick of conventions.
I am someone who pretends to be happy… Someone who …