lately you’ve been cold
uncaring and unreachable

you promised to me
this love of ours won’t change
but why has it come to this?

it feels like you’ve left
you left without goodbye
you left me without telling why

am I still in your heart?
I just want you to know
my love for you hasn’t changed

will my troubled heart
be left waiting
for your promises?

what should …
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I feel like a fool uncertain of what I should tell you, and what I should feel
Should I love you because you say you love me? Because you say you’re real?
But words are just words and only comes from the mind and mouth
How can I be certain if distance hinders us from finding out?

I have so many questions, about you, your life and all
Why do …
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Love Just Ain’t Enought (A Personal Melt Down)

I’m tired.

I hate my job (well not all of it, just the parts where I’m assigned to stuff my title doesn’t cover). I miss my baby sooo bad I’m actually rethinking about continuing my day job. The only problem is I worry that I might not make enough by freelancing and working at home.

People ask, “where’s your boyfriend?” he exists but as much as I want to keep …
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I am Abnormal! Yay?

I don’t know why I find this so cool, but maybe I should come with a warning.

Most of my officemates took this exam for fun and most of them got a percentage lower than 52%. And viola! I am the most abnormal of them all! I still think that picture is scary.

You Are 72% Abnormal
You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely

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Good Line, Bad Line

I’m sharing some emails again….

These are entries to a Washington Post competition asking for a rhyme with the most romantic first line… but the least romantic second line.

Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss
But I only slept with you, because I was pissed.

I thought that I could love no other
Until, that is, I met your brother.

Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is …
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Baha sa Maynila*

* translation: Flood in Manila

I’m flooded in!!! The thing is, it only rained for an hour and viola! We have an almost-waist-high flood just outside the gate. Fortunately, the water that got in the gate is just above the ankles… But who would want a stinky, disease-bringing, waste polluted, pest infested flood come your way? These photos were taken just a few minutes before I posted this entry.

This …
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Somebody Shoot Me Now!!!

😆 I just felt like saying that….
Yeah, I’m a bit stressed with work… Blogging about it helps a bit. So what’s the drama? Let me count it out for you…

  1. The manual I’m writing is due today. Although it’ll still be just the draft, it needs as much information as I could stuff into it. The work was divided but the divided work is still tedious to work on…

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Two Months Old

The Baby Queen has learned to slap someone with her small hands whenever she’s annoyed or ignored. She smiles, giggles, gurgles and coos. She keeps looking for me when I’m not beside her, at least that’s what my mom told me. Ain’t that sweet?

I have pictures of her smiling on my phone, but I’d need a connector or IRDA or Bluetooth to transfer them to the computer… For the …
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Argh! I am retyping this post! Already finished writing, clicked publish and a db error occured poof everything was deleted

Argh! I wish I brought headphones to work! It’s so damn quiet without any speakers

Argh! I miss my baby too much! I wish she’s ok, sleeping soundly, being pampered at home, …. 😥 I MISS HER!!!!

Argh! I wish this day would end already! I wish I was home …
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About to Fray

It’s 2 am already and I have been crying for the past two hours.. I’ve had enough of this crap we call life. I no longer know where it is heading and I don’t know if I’m strong enough to go on.

Well I’m not feeling myself today
Just a figure in a big monopoly game
Struggle is the price you pay
You get just enough just to give it

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