February 7, 2006

I’ve been light headed and spacing out for the last 2 days for reasons I don’t know… I don’t know if this is part of being pregnant or it’s just me. Every now and then, I’m finding myself staring into space. I’ve also been having tendencies of being way too sleepy even at work!

………waaaaaaah and I’m doing it again!


Life Without You?

February 2, 2006

Everything’s been said and done and I’m still here
I’m here dazed and confused with what’s going on in this world…

you can’t see the dreams I’ve made for you,
Oh and I can’t imagine a life without you..

Are you still there my love?
I can no longer see you, could no longer grasp you..

Is there a way to get to you?
coz I can’t imagine life when you’re gone…

I can’t imagine life without you…

tonight is depressing.



January 31, 2006

I’m sleepy. The deal is I slept way too late last night (is 1am really late? bwahahaha) and i woke way too early (like 9am is way too early? bwaahaha). So all in all, i just slept for a good 8 hours not counted the time I woke up around 4am because it was getting irritatingly hot. Ok so maybe 8 hours is enough for you guys, but not to a pregnant lady.

I’m really tired, it’s a good thing i did not have to endure any troublesome episode today with people at home or with anyone on the way to work or anyone at work so on and so forth…


Not The Girl

January 24, 2006

I am not the girl you think I am….

I am an actress living my life as if I was on stage… I portray the character of a bitch, a radical, an extremist, an anarchist, an agnostic, an antagonist… a person without a heart, without a soul… a person who is sick of routine, sick of conformity, sick of conventions…

I am someone who pretends to be happy… someone who pretends to be strong… Yes maybe in some ways, I am what you perceive to be but I am not the girl you entirely think I am…


On Frats and Sors

January 17, 2006

Someone from my alma mater recently died, alledgedly killed during a fraternity initiation. It was all over the news last weekend and it was indeed a shocking and sad issue. My condolences to my schoolmate’s family.

The probability of endagering yourself during some frat event is one of the many reasons I never had any major interest with frat men. I don’t like the idea of public humiliation, ordering the person around with some difficult job, beating that same person into pulp just because he wanted to be part of your brotherhood. And when you do survive that ordeal, there’s the disciplinary actions, the risks of being in a frat war, etc.