Oh yes, she’s here. She’s there, she’s everywhere! My daughter’s turned two!
Photos are on multiply and flickr, but it isn’t much. Terrible twos? She can throw a terrible tantrum, can be very naughty and my kid’s smart amidst being a bit late on the talking side (wala kasing kausap masyado). I hope I survive the next year of having little people at home now that my princess is two years old.
Note to self: press the damn publish button before you close the browser. Idiot.
In par with my list of wants, exactly a month ago, I had my tattoo.
It’s been a month since I had my tattoo. Something that so far my parents will still kill me for. They really are against getting tattoos and me being the bah bah black sheep, I got one last month.
Opposed to what I promised in one of my previous posts, I was not able to publish my drafts for reasons I’d like to smack myself with. Seriously, I am having a hard time writing or publishing these past few weeks that I am a bit surprised I have not stabbed a pair scissors through my neck. :gross:
Anyways, since I am evading talks about my personal life nowadays, and writer’s block and procrastination have not been helpful either, we move on to topics I’m used to…
If there’s one thing you should never do when you have friends visiting and drinking at your own house, it’s to never teach your friends how to operate your camera. Never leave your computer on too!
I hate you guys so much, I made this my wallpaper for the week. LOL
Single. Ah yes, that word some people love to hate, and some others hate to love… Do you wanna be single? Are you single? Are you happy?
Some of my friends don’t seem to like being single at all. Some despise the idea of being single especially around February and remain entangled in relationships that never seem to help them grow as an individual and in fact continues to drag them down in the long run. Some jump from one relationship to the other (ouch?), bringing along baggages that affect the present, never giving themselves enough time to heal.
Ole! Ole! Ole! Ole! Ok enough Ole-ing, it only reminds me of Nigel Gruff and The Replacements and that is not my point here!
Ok first off, I’d like to apologize for not being able to bloghop and visit the sites of people who have been visiting me, I have been preoccupied with… well… hell and healing.
Second, I will be kind of busy on the next few days but I’ll be publishing one or two posts per day just to empty out all the damned drafts I have on my dashboard. One of which is this. I have 15 drafts for chrissake! This was suppose to be published some 2 weeks ago but I was all uninspired and my brain was out of town that I wasn’t able to finish it, just as much as I left everything unfinished.
It’s pretty obvious that I have been neglecting my blog again, not just that but work and everything else in my life! Gad. What have I been up to anyway? Simple, I was trying to forget and got sucked into a certain app in Facebook. :gross: ^_^
But I’m back for real and I hope my clients aren’t pissed at me, I’m really sorry, yes I have piles of work to do and I solemnly swear I’d finish them this week (woot motivated!).
Anyhow, I was working on a list of things I want to attain/achieve/accomplish/whatever for this week/month/year, and one of them was to post an entry already! *sigh* so here it is already. heh
Although it is futile to find a fix to my brain damage, I really would like to fix my life and I know I have my old friends and my new found friends to help, *loads gun* right guys? 
Mark your calendars friends, both bands are coming here and are having concerts in the same week. Good luck to those who want to watch both. I will be going to both, even if I have to slave off for the tickets, or even if I have to kill just to get to watch them. I guess I have to be sex slave of sorts for 2 weeks to get the tickets, I hope not. 
I want to see Adam and Brandon!!! :love: *googly eyes*
Someone have better give me a good contest idea, make that two. I have goodies to give away. 
Ah another year has gone, and finally I have a post. A long over-due one. I noticed my blog is rotting and infested with flies but what the hey, I was too preoccupied with my loneliness and wallowing, and when I’m in a good mood, I was busy taking advantage of the alone-time and catching up on the tv-series and movies (in DVD) I haven’t watched. And of course my laziness kicks in that I couldn’t bring myself to write something.
Anyhow, I am back and let’s see… I didn’t want to enumerate the best points of this blog for the year 2007, nor do I want to make a summary of posts for the whole year. I thought I’d thank the online people who made 2007 special and memorable but the list is uber long and I’d most likely forget several people. It’ll be like in the Academy night and I’m saying my message after receiving the award, only I don’t know what I’ve won and I’m probably holding a Barrel Man instead of Oscar. But I still want to say thank you to all of you guys, who constantly visit my blog to see what madness and mayhem I’ve been up to. Thank you for those who have crossed my path last year and has made a mark in my life. Whether it was a hickey or a whip slash, I don’t care! I am grateful for newly found friends and if I ever gained enemies last year, sana kunin na kayo para wala na akong kaaway, nyahaha… Seriously, thank you to each and everyone for making 2007 colorful.
I have been trying to hold on for the last 10 hours.
I never asked for anything this Christmas save for me to find peace of mind. Why did it have to happen now? Is this my Christmas gift? Did I deserve this? Did I fucking deserve all this shit? What did I ever do to you to put me so far up and then drop me like a bomb? Why didn’t you just let them just shoot me in the head before trying to violate me, at least I won’t be screaming and fighting. At least I won’t have the memory of their fuck ugly faces etched in my brain before they got caught.