Letters #001

To he who abandoned her,

This is not a letter of hatred. I had to let you go for self-preservation, and I understand that you probably walked away to do the same. There was anger and resentment because I didn’t understand how you can turn your back completely from a gift made from love. While I still don’t understand, I’ve already forgiven you.

 

To she who is my sun,

Even if I can be very scary or very busy, I want you to know that my world revolves around you, and everything I do is for you. I am sorry that I am not perfect and that I cannot give you everything you need. I try. Please understand.

The Leap

First, she felt a dream growing inside her. Then, once she’d made her decision, she noticed the fear in her heart. Finally came the leap of faith and, with it, a new opportunity. That is how changes are born. That is how great things come to pass.

 

Awakening

Red Queen

Harley Quinn is awesomesauce here! So yeah, I like the tragic character that is Harley Quinn, but I didn’t consider she’d be associated with the title “Red Queen”. I find it amusing that this fan-made video does. Did you know that I used to go around the digital forums with the handle: RedQueen? Basically because I liked red at the time. And I couldn’t think of another title of royalty, “Lady” was not royal enough, “Your Highness” was too long and “Goddess” was too much. LOL

The Kid’s Birthday at the Brit Fest

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I’m a fan of Doctor Who. I’ve seen a few episodes decades ago, and then I rediscovered it in 2010? 2011? And it became an addiction from then on. But let’s not get to that yet. Let’s talk about my daughter, and how a costumed meetup of the Whovian PH group during the last day of Britfest in Bonifacio Highstreeet (BHS) became a personal fulfilled request.

I asked those dressed as the Doctors, if it’s at all possible for them to sing the birthday song for my little miss. And so here it is the Tenth, Eleventh, and Fourth regenerations greeting an “empty child” a happy birthday. :3

Transfiguration

I am tired all day. I want to nap & nap & nap.
No place safer than my bed with only the blankets covering my skin.

I split my heart into nine and hide the pieces in really good hiding places.
Collect them all if you really want me. It’s safer this way.
I am about to transform, shed this weight,
it’s time and it is time.

Watch me become more than what you thought I was going to be.