Yay! My baby’s 6 months old and still getting prettier! hehehe

I’ll add more photos when I get a free time.

I Love You… But I’ve felt the greatest pain there could possibly be,
The lies I still have to face just to set you free
Enduring its pain just to see you happy
Even if my own heart has to die desperately.

I’ve only got one choice and simply to fake a smile
Pretend I don’t hurt when I’m dying inside
I love you this much that I’m letting you go
I love you so much it hurts… Oh! God take my sorrow

Something happened, I can’t find my best friend’s testimonials in my friendster profile. He died 2 years ako, in an accident and those testimonials are a few of the things that I have left of him… I can’t find his profile nor his testimonials… When I’m sad, it’s one of the few things that keep me going. I have a backup copy from my mail but I feel it will never be the same…
He has touched my life in so many ways and even now that he’s no longer here, he still does.

Posted 19/4/2004
Apologies to Billy Joel and the song…

Oh fertility tree, oh fertility tree of uplb, how I miss thee….

Hahaha, I remember jogging around oval once with a few friends, resting a while under the bask of the very shady tree and finding so early in the morning… a used condom in between it’s roots… aaah yes, you read that right. used condoms… under a tree in the big big freedom park.

During the mornings and afternoons, this tree is the haven of joggers, football players and whathaveyous. It’s big enough to have picnics, and there’s enough space to play a game of frisbee, volleyball or football or kite flying.

I have always thought that pain, dissolves because of love, no matter how big or deep the pain goes.. I was wrong… I now realized that pain has the power to destroy love no matter how great that love is…

… another one …

Pain and sorrow go hand in hand with true love,
when you love you open yourself to feel…
So don’t wonder what heartbreaks are for,
remember City of Angels? “…when it hurts, it’s real…”

It hit home. Darn