Illegal Stuff!?!

Do You Know That What You’re Doing is Illegal?!?!

That’s the English translation of what the chubby hot-headed man from NBI asked one of my co-workers last night. And to what was he pertaining to? P-O-R-N

But we really aren’t making any of those stuff and we definitely don’t star on any of those. We just offer web designing/developing services to clients. we don’t own any sex dens in here with cameras and sex toys and all those crap. You won’t find any webcams and we don’t even have messengers for chrissakes.

17 Days and Counting…

I’m due on March 15 and apparently I only got a few days left to prepare for my baby’s coming! I’m so excited and at the same time real nervous!

I’m fixated at organizing my stuff for the hospital, and I got some stuff for baby as well. We’re scheduled to go for an ultra sound thing this week and I just had a very weird check up today. I have to go through a lot of medication now to keep me and baby from getting any illness. Baby’s been hyperactive lately! I’ve been nursing a very bad backache that comes and goes every now and then. I sure wish everything goes well when the day comes…. *grins*

Pizza Galore!

Here in the office, a number of people are disappearing, looking for new opportunities outside these four walls… But that’s not my point right now..

Just before they all disappear, they had this going away ritual of ordering boxes of pizza for the whole shift. So technically, we’ve had 3 going away pizza fest. Woooot!!!! I had four slices today *grins* and don’t scold me for eating a lot, that’s dinner ok? *sticks out tongue* I love free pizza hehehehe

Pizza!

Which makes me think, do I have to feed them pizza when I go on leave aswell? Hmmmm….

Work Work

I have a feeling that my work just keeps piling up. My title is suppose to be SEO specialist, I have to maintain rankings and monitor my clients’ sites statistics and sales. But I not only do seo work now, I also have to do article review of trainees, then I also have to write an article every other week to publish them online. I also was assigned to write a press release for one of the clients and of course I have to keep researching on what’s new with the big G.

Which What?

Ever experienced seeing white spots everywhere? Then they become shiny swiggles and then they start moving around? Heh I’m seeing them now…

I found that when you stare at them for too long you’re head becomes too heavy.. and now I feel like I’m under the influence of some illegal drug. I want to strangle someone.

LOL!!! I’ve been trying to email someone for the 5th time and the message keeps bouncing back. I just realized I forgot to put a .com after gmail so it just looks like user@gmail PATHETIC!

@#$%^&*

I’ve been light headed and spacing out for the last 2 days for reasons I don’t know… I don’t know if this is part of being pregnant or it’s just me. Every now and then, I’m finding myself staring into space. I’ve also been having tendencies of being way too sleepy even at work!

………waaaaaaah and I’m doing it again!

Life Without You

Everything’s been said and done and I’m still here
I’m here dazed and confused with what’s going on in this world…

you can’t see the dreams I’ve made for you,
Oh and I can’t imagine a life without you..

Are you still there my love?
I can no longer see you, could no longer grasp you..

Is there a way to get to you?
coz I can’t imagine life when you’re gone…

I can’t imagine life without you…

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tonight is depressing.

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I’m sleepy. The deal is I slept way too late last night (is 1am really late? bwahahaha) and i woke way too early (like 9am is way too early? bwaahaha). So all in all, i just slept for a good 8 hours not counted the time I woke up around 4am because it was getting irritatingly hot. Ok so maybe 8 hours is enough for you guys, but not to a pregnant lady.

I’m really tired, it’s a good thing i did not have to endure any troublesome episode today with people at home or with anyone on the way to work or anyone at work so on and so forth…

Not The Girl

I am not the girl you think I am….

I am an actress living my life as if I was on stage… I portray the character of a bitch, a radical, an extremist, an anarchist, an agnostic, an antagonist… a person without a heart, without a soul… a person who is sick of routine, sick of conformity, sick of conventions…

I am someone who pretends to be happy… someone who pretends to be strong… Yes maybe in some ways, I am what you perceive to be but I am not the girl you entirely think I am…