I want to be somebody’s last call of the night and his first thought in the morning…

I want those 5-hour conversations that ends in: “no, you hang up first”

I want the heart-racing, palm-sweating, whats-gonna-happen-next? moments..

I want the hugs that he never wants to let go of and the stolen kisses that are always the sweetest..

but most importantly, I want someone I can think of as mine and mine alone..

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Is it too bad to want? I don’t ask much…

Apparently, I have neglected my blog again but no I didn’t go on leave again. I was just busy with some research for my feasibility studies and the little stuff I am working on. I have a new theme under wraps and I’ll release this template out on my portfolio, which I am also working on. As it is, I already am in busy multi-tasking mode. So I had to update my blog to tell everyone I can’t update my blog. LOL It makes sense, right?

I’ll be back pronto. But just in case I don’t make it on Christmas: Merry Christmas

Halloween’s gone and done. Too bad. I enjoyed the vampire flics on tv.

This was the first year after three or four years that I have gone to a halloween costume party. No I didn’t go as a vampire, I did that the last time. I went after the gothic lady look since I was informed of the party on that same day and had no time to plan out a costume.

I’m going to be busy taking care of my daughter for a while because she has the coughs and a bit of recurring fever and I feel it’s taking longer for her to recover. She got the virus from my mom (actually everyone here except for me has the cough or the colds). I’m very choosey of which accounts I check on a daily basis so I don’t use up too much time online.

The OB has told me a week after I gave birth that it takes at least two months before the wounds from the episiotomy would close up and it will fully heal, internally, after at least a year.

What’s episiotomy? According to the little pre-natal booklet I got from my doctor, Episiotomy is incision made during childbirth to the perineum (if you’re that curious, research, I’m not willing to elaborate any further) to widen the vaginal opening for delivery. And medically, it’s a very precise cut. I had to undergo that, unfortunate for me, and I don’t think it’s small at all.

Hahahaha… I’m feeling a bit irate today so …. let’s talk gutter without the cursing.

1) Asar ang mga boyfriend. If they don’t visit you, never call you, forget to send sms to you, greet you when you’re online, send you email, or any type of communication, hindi boyfriend tawag dun. We girls need attention most of the time. If you don’t take care of us, why bother taking care of you? All for love? Pfffft tama na ang panggulo sa buhay. You don’t want to talk, I’m not talking to you either. But don’t expect me to be forever holding my silence. Moving on!