Prepare for at bit of outburst of thoughts.
- Today sucks like a whore giving bad head — Feverish, throat still painful and sour, voice still hoarse (not sexy bedroom husky, nope.. just freakin’ painfully scary)
- Oh great, as if this wasn’t enough, I am now in deep seethed pain.
- I wish my uterus was dettachable and I could just squeeze out all the gunk from in it. Could anyone make that possible?
- Oooooh guess what I saw in my photo archives…
- I miss my cousins. I miss my friends. I miss going out. I effin miss drinking too.
- I should quit smoking.
- I should quit smoking and diet (yeah yeah Borgy, I hear you *sigh* we should, not I, YOU and I should *sticks out tongue*)
- I should quit smoking, diet AND get a massage (much better)
- Mom wants a music player. She keeps looking at me when she mentions it. I just look away and pretend I didn’t get it.
- J wants a music player too. I am not a frekkin sugar mommy J, stop asking me to buy you an ipod. I am not even being galante with my friends and my guy, I am a cheapo. A big one at that.
- Someone take me to watch the Resident Evil Extinction movie. I beg theeee, anyone. Anyone at all. *pleads*
- Or take me to a vacation. In Boracay. Ok I’m not picky, take me anywhere! Just give me a good excuse to say I went on “vacation.”
- I feel so alone tonight.
- Stupid phone is not making any sound. Both of them.
- No messages. No personal emails. No ym messages. Life is f’ckin grand.
- Uh-oh. Am I depressing myself again?
- No. I’m just bored.
- And lonely.
- Bored, lonely and deprived.
- I should go back to work.
- Can’t. Painful hell.
- Should get out of desk and do something else.
- Now see I want to smoke…
- I am bad.
- I wonder what’s for dinner.
- Oooooh chicken. Do I want chicken?
- Now see, no one’s messaging me! Not even mr. Y! Oooo (:| ayheytsyuz.
- Bah!!! I’m going to bed early to get this day done with.
- I should quit my work. I’m submitting a resignation letter to myself tomorrow morning.
PS. I have dilemmas that need answering. Should I get a pro account on flickr? I know there’s lots of other photo sharing sites out there… I kinda like flickr and the uploadr already, should I take my chances with the $25? Or do I explore others?
Should I blog about mr. Y? Of course it’s inevitable. But will it be an issue? Should I ask him upfront? Or dick around to test if he’d react?
Should I have that frigging swimming/booze/barbecue party on my birthday or not?
Are my dilemmas making even any sense at all?