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Make Me Whole

February 10, 2007

-sigh- Valentines is very near. I would normally not celebrate it since it still feels like it would be yet another lonely, dateless valentines. And don’t tell me I should be dating, I should go out with -insert whoever’s name here- because in all honesty, there is no guarantee that I would have a valentine date or that I would have someone to love and call mine.

Darling I want you to listen
I stayed up all night, so I could get this thing right
And I don’t think there’s anything missing
Cause a person like you, made it easy to do
I’ve waited for so long, to sing to you this song

Your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You’re the other half that makes me whole
You’re the only other half that makes me whole

I think the angels are your brothers
They told you about me, said you’re just what she needs
And I find myself thanking your mother
For giving birth to a saint
My spirit flies when I say your name
If there’s one thing that’s true
It’s that I was born to love you

And your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You’re the other half that makes me whole
You’re the only other half that makes me whole

You make my dreams
Come true over and, over again
And I honestly truly believe
You and me are written in the stars
I live my whole life through
To giving thanks to you

‘Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven
Your smile could heal a million souls
Your love completes my existence
You’re the other half that makes me whole
You’re the only other half that makes me whole

~ Amel Larrieux, Make Me Whole

This song is suppose to be happy, you’re in love, he complements you and yet, why does it sound so sad to my ears? May be because the only instrument accompanying the singer is a piano and the tune is quite mellow. Too mellow. Or maybe because I’m having a melodramatic attack.

Long distance relationships suck because of the difficulty for communication, trust issues and definitely the loneliness. You miss the person so much you just want to pluck them out of your dreams and hug them for real… if only that would be possible. But I really want to make this thing work. And that’s what I fear… That on the other line of this relationship, he’s not trying to make it anything. That having me is just a title, a trophy. The mere thought just depresses me and I don’t have guarantees, I never had them and I’ve always needed assurance to be secure in a relationship. It irks me that even if he says that he love me “always and forever” and that “there’s no one else but me”, I can’t 100% believe him.

Ladies, c’mon, you all feel my pain here, right? I don’t want to just hear it, I want to see the sincerity in his eyes, I want to feel the security. Dammit, I feel so lonely right now.

If this LDR is the right relationship then why do I still feel that pang of loneliness? And if he isn’t the right guy then where in blazes is the guy meant for me anyway? Stop hiding and show yourself for f*ck’s sake! no pun intended there LOL

Ah I can hear you now. “Can I get an mp3 in here please?” Uh… No. For so many reasons I don’t put mp3s into my site. For one, I don’t want to give out mp3s, they might say I’m pirating. 😕 I really don’t like uploading mp3s they take time to upload, they take time to load to play online and eats up a bit of bandwidth (booo! cheapskate!)

So ok, I’m posting lyrics again that not everyone can sing along with unless you have the mp3s with you and/or you know the song… hehehe You can go shoot me now. :mrgreen:

Oooo does anyone have Air Supply’s ‘Making Love Out of Nothing at All’? I heard it on a TV show and I’m aching to destroy my vocal chords just singing along with it 😈

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  • Reply Colleen February 10, 2007 at 6:35 am

    I hope you find what you’re looking for, I’d love to see you complete and happy.

  • Reply smarcute February 11, 2007 at 12:32 am

    oh men! what happened to you girl?!? Last time i know is that your happy! bad thing is that i made you friendster testimonial that your happy..oh men!

    hahhahaha!! you are also hooked up with the song “making love out of nothing at all” I also heard that (is it sarah at ASAP?!?!) I posted the lyrics in my site..and i have a video of sarah singing that song (but it is not posted yet..tooo busy)…I’m still praying for your true happiness…

  • Reply sagbee February 11, 2007 at 5:16 pm

    This message were only for ladies, 👿 ohh all Mens are really brainless and no humanity there…. { whats your bf thinking about this valentine day ?} i pray to God that he will come back again in your life very soon….

    anotherwise maybe i would like to do one thing for you { searching a new domain name about Fhilipo dating ;), and girls will be only you there… }

    You had just put a new Sad angel vanilla templates, and now you talking about lonliness 😡 🙁 …

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