I have found a really neat anecdote that I shall try to live by…
After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security,
And you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises,
And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open,
with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child
And you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans.
After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So plant your garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.
And you learn that you really are strong, And you really do have worth.
I’m not going to talk about family matters, I’ve had enough of that drama in the previous entries. I love my daughter and that is all that is matters to me now.
To my friends online who I haven’t talked to in a long time, I apologize for disappearing, I love you all, you’ve all taught me to smile even in my weakest hour.
To my officemates who have weirded me out (yow!), been there to mess up my time table (sir eric! hehe), teased me (anna!), shared interests (ivy!), made me laugh (ester! joan! pollacks! joi!) and completely terrorize my life (kuya guard?). Thank you for making my moods swing reach the utmost level of swinging. (wtf?)
To the people of noypi.org I’ve found a second home in you. Ang saya saya nyo! Sana keep on posting mga pasaway!
To the guy in Bataan who has constantly spammed my inbox, I have found inspiration because of your laughter. I’m starting to fall in love with myself again and take care of myself because of your sincerity and
love temporary insanity. 😆 This may not be a long term thing (coz I don’t know how long you’re going to keep this up) but right now, I’m happy. For that I thank you J.
I know I’ve forgotten heaps of people who’d want to be mentioned but I’m just too lazy to type. Anyway, welcome back to me!