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Late Night Brainfarts #03132016

March 14, 2016

11pm:

I miss your steak and fries, but not the weather.

Ok, maybe a little of the weather, because my gosh, I’m melting here.

I can really do with the 16-18 degrees, though not really the negatives & single digit temps.

I also miss the beach.

I should move out of Manila or something.

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The Irrational Things We Do On Facebook To Make Others Feel Bad (And Eventually Like Us)

March 13, 2016

An adaptation of Bethany Rose’s prose

I went through a phase of doing things on Facebook so that my ex could see that I was having fun.

Living life for an imagined reaction of someone who used to make me feel like the sun is the most messed up thing I’ve ever done.

However, I don’t think that it is possible these days to enjoy doing anything without being seen.

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3 a.m. thoughts

February 7, 2016

Have I lost it completely?
 
Is this what a mid life crisis looks like?
 
Why am I actually chasing this fantasy? Is it sexual exploration or am I going mad?
 
Am I just bored or do I have a thing for ruining things for others while digging my own hole as well?

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Note to Self #01142016

January 14, 2016

7am thoughts:

Never again accept early morning meetings after a night of beer.

Or never go out for beer if there’s an early morning meeting scheduled the next day.

Or never go on a night of beer set early morning meetings.

It’s too early to think.

Letters

Letters #001

September 22, 2014

To he who abandoned her,

This is not a letter of hatred. I had to let you go for self-preservation, and I understand that you probably walked away to do the same. There was anger and resentment because I didn’t understand how you can turn your back completely from a gift made from love. While I still don’t understand, I’ve already forgiven you.

 

To she who is my sun,

Even if I can be very scary or very busy, I want you to know that my world revolves around you, and everything I do is for you. I am sorry that I am not perfect and that I cannot give you everything you need. I try. Please understand.