About to Fray

May 2, 2006

It’s 2 am already and I have been crying for the past two hours.. I’ve had enough of this crap we call life. I no longer know where it is heading and I don’t know if I’m strong enough to go on.

Well I’m not feeling myself today
Just a figure in a big monopoly game
Struggle is the price you pay
You get just enough just to give it away
I’m sinking more than floating away
Just throw me a line so I can ache in my pain
The fabric is about to fray…
~ Strong Enough to Break, Hanson

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  • Reply Colleen May 5, 2006 at 6:48 am

    Are you experiencing postpartum depression? I’m here if you need me. Happy looks so much better of you. πŸ™‚ Be happy!! πŸ™‚

  • Reply joiz May 7, 2006 at 1:29 am

    sigh… I don’t know… I guess I just have too much in my mind right now… separation anxiety… but I’m feeling a bit better.. Thanks for the cheer Colleen. πŸ˜€

  • Reply Bjorn Solstad May 8, 2006 at 8:30 am

    That poem – and what you wrote before it sounded really dark. I have written a few of those myself, and I hope you feel better. Sometimes it can be helpful to have it said.

    I hope you feel better πŸ™‚

  • Reply joiz May 8, 2006 at 10:39 am

    hey good to see you here! I’m still problematic but who isn’t? That’s not a poem, it’s a stanza from a song, it’s well written and yes, brooding.

    I’m feeling much much better thank you πŸ™‚

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